what a week

it was an awesome holiday i had for the past few days..from friday until yesterday night~
but the happiest and most memorable moments were the time when i went to malacca state.

friday was a busy day; i departed to KL at 1:30pm by bus...and gosh..it took 4 hours to get to puduraya...and it takes another 1 hour to stuck in a traffic jam~ geesh...busy day in KL everyday for everyone~then took a cab to hotel and settled everything before moving towards next destination:Petaling Street~

I finally met up with my two best girls O~named, wanying and lynette~and I'm really happy to see them and feel so touched that even though hsien was tired and wanying was sick that day, they came all the way from wangsa maju to the city~ I'm so pleased to see them after all~

we spent the night in KL city, Starhill, walking around Pavillion...and decoration for CNY was awesome in Starhill~the was a big OX in front of Pavillion~then we headed to Jalan Alor for supper snacks...and waited for my brother to come and fetch us...and we took a long long around way to wangsa maju...haha...and we were stopped by police and asked weird questions.It was a tiring day.But i was anticipating for tomorrow to come ~ malacca

saturday had a legal career fair, spent awhile browsing there and met yeefun~then we departed for Malacca...what we had for lunch, i already forgotten~ haha ~ the only thing i know is that we had a very packed schedule~ finding our way to Bob's place isn't that easy as we never go there before...we went pass alot of "spaghetti" road, but were on the right track towards his place, just a longer way~we reached about 6-7pm, then headed to wanzhen's place and picked her up and Malacca at 8-9pm!

we had chicken rice BALLS, finally i gotta taste on those balls.the famous Jonker Walk was crowded with locals and tourists and there are a lot of things to buy: pineapple tarts [freshly baked], dim sum 7 for RM3, toys and interesting souvenirs...wow...and the Walk is LONG~
after that, we went to Eye on Malaysia!!! haha~~~ which only cost us RM10 each as we are all MyCard holder~~~it was a nice view from the TOP of the Wheel~~~Bob was scared! haha~~~

by the time we reached back Bob's place was almost 2am~everyone was tired..but not me, I'm too excited to see Bob~ too excited indeed! we had a little chat before we went to bed~

next morning was early~i woke up early, Bob too~we went for a ride on his motorcycle, introducing me his usual fishing spot...and his neighbourhood~we even went to a small malay stall and had breakfast :D wah...my first nasi lemak since i came back from adelaide for holiday and first roti canai too~and very spicy!!!

we headed for beaches around Kampung Sungai Baru, went to Tanjung Bidara~ the weather was hot but nice clear~ then we had lunch! what a sumptous lunch we had~ Bob's mum cooked prawns, fishes, vege, curry chic, egg, ikan bakar somemore~ OMG! and there's also Cili Api!!! haha~~~my love~~~we all had a very full lunch especially my cousin from australia...he was not able to have dinner until 10pm that day when we were back in KL~

I spent my times in 1-U shopping mall on monday, met up with siewling for lunch and a shopping trip~1-U was really quiet on monday compare to sunday night which was packed with people and people and people~

KL life is hectic, we also trapped in traffic jam no matter where we were heading~
I personally still preferring small town life~ relax and peaceful ~

Past.Present.Future

][PAST][

I'd done something that I regretted a long time ago...causing me to lose a very very good friend of mine...we were close friend since 10 y.o...and it went on until 13...and until one day, because of my stupidity, we kinda lack of communication and eventually we became just friend, like now. Sometimes, I do wish that it did not happen before and that we're still close...but it's the past, I can't change it..but the present.

][PRESENT][

I do give a thought to my life:
--> what would I be doing if I'm not studying?
--> where would I be if I did not choose to study in Adelaide?
--> would I know Bob if I never go to Adelaide?
--> why I chose to be a lawyer?
--> what my future would be? and what had I done to make sure it happens?

there's just too many thoughts in my mind sometimes...I find it interesting sometimes...but I'm also afraid of what may come.
It's a challenge, I take it like that...A challenge to know myself and also to be a better person.
This is life...life is a challenge...

Currently, I'm back in malaysia for summer break, sometimes I wonder should I enjoy my holiday or should I give myself as a labor to big company?

being back in malaysia isn't that exciting after all...my hometown...everyone is not here...friends are busy with their UNI nowadays...only those who are on holiday, enjoying their holiday...my close friends, both are in KL, I want to go meet up with my girls...nevertheless, the person I want to see badly is Bob...I have noone to share my thoughts of recently and also noone to manja to but on YM...and sometimes talking on YM isn't a great idea at all...coz I'll never be able to see the true expression behind the screen...a person might be angry, but still put smilling icon on the screen...a person might be sad, but still smilling icon...hmm...wonder how can i see through?

see the true to feel something; see to feel, not feel to see.

][FUTURE][

yesterday is history, today is present, tomorrow is gift ?
is that how people phrase it?
I think what we do in the past and present will affect the future.
We, human, are in control of our lives...noone can control life, but YOURSELF.

long distance, I heard of a friend's friend's experience...long distance, lack of communication and less contact...relationship fell apart; I fear of that; But I believe that I must work hard to keep it on...a few texts everyday or when we're less talking will do the tricks...I want this relationship to continue...I just got the feel.

career, everyone who knows I'm doing law degree is talking about me being a big lawyer after I graduate. To be honest, I have no idea what I want to be...a corporate lawyer? a solicitor? a barrister? a tax advisor? hmm...I'm not sure I'm a person born to be a lawyer either...but I want to graduate first then only decide what field I want to go into....management is not a bad idea =P

friendship, this is the longest ship in the world, which will never fall apart but to sail on forever, no matter where we are. I love my friends and do hope all the best for them!

the key point is : KEEP IN TOUCH AND CONTACT!

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hoho...i think i've been talking too much...better chop off...
today is a cloudy day again...and yes, nothing much to do...perhaps should work out exercise like what Bob wants to do today.

adiyos

missing

I miss you...I'm so so so ...

hmmm...how am I to survive without you...

aiyo...missing you badly, I miss your hug, I miss your comfort, I miss your jokes, I miss everything of you...

so hoping you could be right next to me now... =D

It's not a sad thing, I'm just missing you...I'm not crying either, I'm smiling because I know there surely be a day when we will see each other soon, soon before I fly back Adelaide for studies...until then, I will miss you much, definitely miss you to the max!

~ we must see each other ~ haha... =P it's a demand :P

ngek ngek
a...before i forgotten! Say Hi to my bubu O~ XP

属于

最近，很喜欢听梁静茹的《属于》， 很感人呢!

~我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力


属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢?

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力~

最近的心情也是如此。。。好烦啊！
他是属于我的吧？ 我真的搞不懂啊~