Nutz

Spring it is, but it doesn't mean the weather gotta be so weird!
Spring it is, where the weather turns dramatically! you will find one day hot and sunny, the next day, it will be cold and windy!

it's just nutz~~~

i'm going crazy on this weather! help~~~

XD

~september~

September = Spring = Spirit of Happiness 

september is finally here, spring is here as well, making the weather nice and not cold as winter :D and i'm able to wear less, finally~  

september is full of hapiness and excitement~ because it's my birthday month! i'm a september baby, i'm proud to be one! 

september 12 - had dinner with adeline, bob and celine...my birthday celebration dinner-in-advance with celine as she's flying to Sydney for one month and she wont be in adelaide for my birthday and adeline's too. It was really lucky of us to get four seats with Starhouse...and the manager was so gentleman...really good service, i must say...and yes..next time birthday dinner is there too! =D 

it's going to be my 21st !!! on 21st too!!! and it's september, my guests of honour most probably be only 9 person...which makes everything sound so lucky, with the number 9 and 21, which is my birthday date ~ so so happy~~~ 

i love to be a september baby~partly because i'm the last to celebrate birthday every year in my family, makes me feel i'm being loved and "sayang" of~~~:D 

i love september because it's the month i came to this world, specifically, on 21st!!! ;) 

and i love the number 21! blackjack~~~ 

unfortunately, i share my birthday with once a sad news happened in Taiwan, in 1998,  an earthquake, here, i specially pay a tribute to those who did not survive the incident. 

anyway, september is also the month full of assignment~~~ essay essay essay, non-stop writing, and cracking my mind to find the appropriate words, sentences to conclude essay~ 

~a joke on racism~

To my fellow malaysian, here's a lame joke from my boyfriend. The conversation goes like this :

"
myBF : hey, y malaysia so racist one ar, say chinese, indian all kaum pendatang? malay oso pendatang ma.

me : aiya, normal la. malaysia ma.

me : what about those bugis and Portuguese? what should we call them? kaum penjajah??

me : ha ha..;)

the end~ "

i wonder why there are still people out there that still cannot accept malaysian malaysia concept. If these people really wanna be racist, then let it be against those kaum penjajah that fool you once before.

cheers~
P/S: no offense, it is just a joke for a laugh that might or might not make ur day happy?! smile!

wound~

haha~~~my hand is healing fast for an Asian according to the doctor, not too bad, i suppose, but still abit sore when the nurse helped to redress it~and *sigh one more appointment with the doctor again tomolo~I didn't exactly do what i wanted to do while i was visiting the doctor today~ i was supposed to ask him for YAZ [helps reduce pre-period symptoms medicine which my cousin recommended]~ -.-"' aiyoyo~~~dunno this month menstrual would be what again...~annoying~

today wasn't a good day either~just miserable~

well...life is just that~you never know what will happen tomorrow~let just go with the flow, shall we?! perhaps we might end up with zero results, but we must give it a try~=D and I'm glad that i meet you~and i'm really happy~

if u read this blog, and know i'm referring to you~~~*hmph..first, i must say, someone really reads my blog [hehe]...second, i'm just being silly again, tat's all~ so...don't be mad at me, or spoil your day by my mood-swing~ I wouldn't be happy with it~ I'll feel bad~

~xoxo~

To a person who may not know the existence of this blog~

I received a small confession from someone two hours ago~
It was not surprisingly, to be honest, but I was touched by it.
I never know that he would eventually confess about his feelings towards me after all this long drag over the years~felt weird, but I did appreciated that he made the confession tonight.
Although it is late to listen to it, it was something true coming out of the heart!

from what I can sense or see from the conversation just now, you're still waiting perhaps?!
-you're immature that time, well...we're both were immature back then~
-no matter how much apologies you made, you still have hatred in yourself...hmph...don't hate yourself for that...life goes on for everyone...I never hate you for what you had done...We learn from mistakes and forgive what must be forgiven~
-all we want is that we both are happy with our lives at the moment~and really thanks for your wishes for my happiness! I'll and [keep in my mind that I must] work hard to keep it going on with him[Bob]! :D
Thanks for your "zhu fu"!!! and your confession!!!

I hope you will find ur happiness soon!

motivation

I find that i'm lack of motivation to complete my task, especially in studies~
gosh, oh god, bless me plz...i really need blessing...MOTIVATION plz~ :D
and DETERMINATION too~~~~
*aherm* even though i'm motivated, plus determined to do something, in the end, i'll end up completing partly not wholly~ =P which is why i need MOTIVATION + DETERMINATION!

*wink
so now i'm motivated to write blog, perhaps after a few days, you will be seeing me disappearing from the site, maybe i'll come back in a week time, or worse case, a year perhaps?! =P

*nah, just joking~ haha~ =P

neyway, now am motivated to study capital gains tax and corporate law which are driving me crazy and stressed and depressed and causing me to lose my motivation~ so...GOD BLESS ME!

surprised

I was so surprised to learn that my friend blog too~ apparently he started blogging since last month, and I only realized it today~ I'm so sorry a...zhi jie ye ye~

yeah...surprised~life is full of surprise, you never know what will happen to you the next moment.
like me, it happens to me all the time~I never dare to dream that I'll have boyfriend after being single for quite a few years~life is just unpredictable~I never thought I'd got a chance between me and him~life is so full of excitement~the list does go on and on~

and last week, there was a "surprise" for me as well!!! well...kinda...but not a happy surprise..it was a painful surprise. I accidentally fell down on the stairs-way in University. apart from getting a unbearable scratch on my hand, I'm safe. Lucky for me, there wasn't much people walking up/down the stairs, only two matured men, it was funny though, they were asking how am i doing after i fell down, i just kept quiet for a few moment before i really answered them, because I was so shocked that i actually fell down after all these years of being safe from falling down~ =P *crap! i could not deny that i was being blur that day, and it was so early in the morning after a visit from the clinic...just "luck" i supposed! and my boyfriend laughed when i saw him my wound and told him what happened!

so...life is full of unexpected things, surprises, up and down, happiness, sadness, excitement, disappointment and etc...it's just the way you deal with it that matters [personal opinion]
u can laugh at yourself for falling down, it makes u feel better.
u can laugh at yourself for crying without reason, it makes u feel better too.
u can cry whenever you feel like to, it is a relief.
u can smile whenever you want, even though people might think you're mad.

and today, i met with another 'surprise'...I had an online quiz today, and i was surprised to find that the lecturer had changed the co-ordination of the questions, so that me and my classmates could not discuss the answers among ourselves. Lucky for me, I did studied beforehand.