baci

baci baci baci
this evening, 2 baci were opened and eaten
they contained 2 difference quotes :
1. if you gave me all the kisses in the world, they would still be too few
2. Woman: "You don't understand me!" Man: "What do you mean?"

as consequences, from the above statements, it shows that Man sometimes have shallow thinking compare to Woman.
Woman tends to think in depth, they see something in a different way. For example, a movie, a movie called Ip Man, woman found it to be touching while guys only see them as martial arts and actions. This the difference between thinking of woman and man. So, when an issue is raised between a couple, man may never get the point the woman is talking about, and it takes time for man to realise after awhile what woman had tried to talk about, some may be too late, some may be amendable...regardless, woman thinks in depth than man; they see something that guys do not see.

"if you give me all the kisses in the world, they would still be too few" i found this romantic, sweet, charming whoever said that.
for me, no matter how much kisses he gives me, i would love for more, they are still few to me...if i ever could, if we ever could stay together forever, the kisses you give will never be enough...it goes on and on forever until eternity~

bad mood

oh yes! emily is in her nasty mood
and angry
and bad
and extremely sad~
i want to kill someone but not being convicted of the crime, could i?
haha~

moody~

date: 30-31 March 2009
weather: dry and hot and moody
feelings: i'm confused...i'm struggling~
it is so difficult...with all the workload~it crazily too heavy load~i need time to think i need a break to breathe..my brain just could not function effectively like i wanted it to..i need information for my mediation exercise, i need information and argument for this friday interlocutory application...too much work too less time...and the weather isn't helping at all...the hot and the heat is not good for me, i could not fight the heat they're too hot too strong.
i just need some break some time to think of~ somewhere i can escape to free of stress and free of everything and nothing to worry about~

current mood: sad and crying~ stressed~
:(

cookings~

haha...Wednesday, tonite's dinner consisted of 3 meals :
coke-chicken, fried cabbage and fried ikan-bilis spicy
:D
above are the photos taken...
and the first above is fried rice cooked of leftovers --> cabbage and fried ikan bilis and rice for thursday dinner


quite economic for students' life :D haha~ simple and nice dishes ~

friendship

As the old says, “the longest ship in this world is friendship”

It is true because nothing is stronger than a friendship and it will never break apart unless one is been betrayed or hurt thoroughly that it can never be mended.

Once a friend, friends forever; friends concern for each other; care for each other too; and no matter what, friends are meant for forever. Friends are always there to help each other around to each other’s needs.

When a friend is in problem, the other will help and so as others; friendship is important in the life, as it helps maintain the balance of one’s life, without friends, a person would be alone, with no help when needed, with no care when need to be cared for, with no shoulder when need to cry.

A phrase by Plauto, “Where you find friends, there you find riches”

Money can buy anything but not friendship and love. Friendship is valuable, it can never be valued or priced. Money can’t buy friendship but a rich heart can buy friendship.

=D

love

In Women everything is HEART, even the head. ----- J.P.Richter

how do you find this phrase?
i admit, as a girl, all i have is heart. a girl in love, everything is about heart to her...am i right in this statement?

i'm in love with Howard, *teehee, all i have in mind when i fall in love is Heart; a heart to care, a heart to love, a heart to concern, a heart to him...

i would say everything about me now is him -- the most adorable guy, Howard, apart from family and my studies.

when i'm not studying, i'll be thinking; when i'm thinking, it will be him; when i'm dreaming, he is there in my dream.

hehe...it may sound far-fetch or over, but truely he's the one i want~
long-distance shall be a challenge to us; it shall make our relationship stronger from time to time; i believe and we both believe so!

don't be sad because we part; be happy because we will meet again , as you always said...
FAITH is the catchword ... i have faith in you, and i know you shall never disappointment me :)

PMS

PMS
i had came upon this word very often~

PMS, can be defined as Pre-Menstrual Syndrome
which means, having irregular emotion before menstrual~

sadly to say, i always experience PMS whenever i got annoyed......it doesn't matter if my menstrual is around the clock or anything...i just got PMS...because annoyance!

i'm PMS-ing quite frequent these two days, after i spent my 2 hours in the bathroom cleaning and washing and scrubbing..it was annoying to know that everyone is out for fun, while i'm at home scrubbing! i hate it! i hate it when i do housechores without help...especially when everyone eles in the house DO have respinsibility as well!

i'm PMS-ing now as well~for no reason, perhaps i'm just annoyed by my sister's conduct, of her waking up early, and not washing the dishes, but sat there and watch her sweet drama~ for her, being so a look of "don't wanna to learn, but want ppl to help all the time", it sumtimes just take me off my limits...and being sister, i have to share my laptop with her, it's so unfair for the moment, coz she got my hp, got my laptop, while i'm left to nothing to communicate with outside~ omg...i really need a phone urgently! now i realise i could not live without a telecommunication tool!

i should quit PMS! haha~ it's really not nice at all~

nonetheless, PMS reminds me of my sweet college chemistry teacher--> Puan Mahani...
because of her strictness, we were afraid not to do our homework and hence, we said PMS (Puan Mahani Syndrome)...after all, thanks to her, we all had good results!

;)

eat more supplements to boost up my immune system maybe what i need at the moemnt~ n also to control my PMS! haha~ XP

quotes

Of all the sentiments LOVE is that which has greatest need of leisure - Stendhal.

what do you think of this quote?
Is it like how i interpret it as " love is the one sentiment that need most leisure, free times" ?

is it so?
haha...someone help me out...i confused with the meaning~

if it is so...does that mean everyone in the world who wishes for love need to have lotz of free times?
leisure = you need free time to "leisure" ... if a busy person doesn't have free time, how is there "leisure" ?

hmm...perhaps so is my interpretation correct...=P
or perhaps i'm wrong...leisure could also be created by oneself...if one is willing to sacrifice, no matter how busy it is, there would be "leisure".

There's always Time for LEISURE, Busy is just an excuse, a lame excuse to igrnore someone you love, someone who care for you, someone who is concern about you, something that is more important than Job!

have a thought. =D

perhaps i'm wrong, my perception? any comment?

给我一首歌的时间

A song by Jay Chou~ translated as "give me the time (length) of a song"
给我一首歌的时间
演唱：周杰伦


雨淋湿了天空
毁得很讲究
你说你不懂
为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动
就算这是做错
也只是怕错过

在一起叫梦
分开了叫痛
是不是说
没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果
我能承受
这最后的出口
在爱过了才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天
哦越过你划的线
我定了勇气的终点

雨淋湿了天空
毁得很讲究
你说你不懂
为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动
就算这是做错
也只是怕错过

在一起叫梦
分开了叫痛
是不是说
没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果
我能承受
这最后的出口
在爱过了才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天
哦越过你划的线
我定了勇气的终点

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎力气
哦请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天
哦越过你划的线
我定了勇气的终点

你说我不该不该
不该在这时说了爱你
要怎么证明我没力气
告诉我暂停算不算放弃

你说我不该不该
不该在这时才说爱你
要怎么证明我没有力气
我只有一天的回忆

imperfect VS perfect

tiz phrase suddenly struck me moments ago.

There is hardly anything is PERFECT in this world, ask yourself, "Have there ever been something perfect happened in your life?"

Or is it greediness that cause a person to think something is imperfect?

My life seem to be perfect, i have a caring family, loving boyfriend, sweet friends, best friends, a uni life, college life, and yeah...i'm in australia...my friends always said i'm lucky and i live a good life...i mean affordable to go oversea...but sumtimes i doubt what i actually want? whether my life is perfect or not?

perhaps i'm greedy...i would choose to define my life as perfect if i got my family next to me now..my sweet bf besides me too...and friends are closer in distance rather than a 5 hours flight far away from where i am now...does this sound imperfect?

i realised a person could never be too perfect unless he is satisfied of what he did or what he had...

i'm not perfect either...i always criticised what my sister does when it isn't done in my way...weird huh? or pampered girl i am?

although so, I'm satisfied with my current life, excluding the part of me missing my bf too much and my family, others seem to be fine...there are always friends around...but not bf and family~
oh dear...how i miss them dearly...how i wish when i close my eyes, i would be back in malaysia~

life is not too perfect without you, Dear...wish you are here~ ;D

ooo...so...imperfect VS perfect, i guess it will always depend on the level of satisfactory of a person to grade perfection ~ ;) =P