2008年就快结束了~

2008年就快结束了，2009就快跟大家说‘hello’了。

2008这年头里，真的发生了很多事。。。大多都值得怀恋的。好想念anling哦！哈哈~

2008是我的桃花运史~就让我遇见了bob，可也不是很高兴的事，因为他就快回malaysia了，最近，当飞回马来西亚的日子越迫近，我就越‘不知所措’，我都不想理会他，越是靠近，越是担心明年没他我会很难生活......真是的，我觉得自己好差劲哦，我喜欢他，也怕失去他，当初选择时就知道会有这么一天，但怎么也没想到会是这么痛苦的......我对他的脾气也越来越不好，因为知道彼此就快分开好一段日子，所以想要这样，就不会这么痛~~~反而，结果是相反的，我越是这样，我越痛苦。~彼此开开心心度过剩下的日子才是我最希望的，我最想要的！！！~觉得自己好傻哦~ *烦*

2008的倒数......还有3个小时，就是2009年1月1日了。。。喔~时间过得好快哦~~~
哈哈

2008也是我的幸福年啊！我好开心有他~有他的陪伴，我珍惜~

刚刚在听梁静茹的“属于”，好感人哦~让我想起了过去。。。是时候跟过去说再见了！ ‘再见过去，我相信会有更好的未来，我期待着美好，幸福的未来！’

在这里祝大家‘happy new year, all the best and may wishes come true’
God Bless

好了，要出去，要去倒数现场了，要去凑热闹了~ 呵呵~别了~再见~

shock

" ur driving is disgusting, do u know that? "
that's the part of conversation that keeps ringing in my head since this morning...
traumatized? am I? perhaps~
shocked? am I? perhaps~

I know I did not drive carefully this morning at the most weirdest round-a-bout i had ever seen, and there were so many cars and most importantly, there's a police car at the back of my wheels...yeah...for ur information, I'm a person afraid of policemen, regardless if I did did wrong or not...it's such in my blood to be afraid of police..and it sucks!

I'm not mad at the police or anyone for scolding me...but could he at least be abit more gentleman? the words he used, perhaps not annoying anyone, but it is affecting me!
I know I did wrong and my "friend" who sat next to me in the car also reminded kindly of not to do that again next time...but I'm still in shock, shock with the police's scolding...I've been crying since i got home this morning, and i even dropped tears when i was having lunch with my friends and on my way back home on the bus a few hours ago... :'(

and because of that, I got no nerve at all today, at the moment, to drive my friend to the airport after her exam...
I met my student adviser with a pair of watery and heavy eyes...
I hate myself for being so careless this morning and ruined Bob's day...
I hate myself for being such an annoying person the whole afternoon because of my mood...

However, there's noone to blame but me~ I'm the one who caused myself in this trauma...
like Bob's says, this things happen, as long as we learn from mistake.

I had always been so high in EQ but now it just seem to be collapsing...going down...in the deep~
I need more comfort at the moment...my guess...I don't think i'm going to drive these few days, and i should forever avoid that stupid round-a-bout which is weird and has 5 exits and not 4 exits like normal ones...*trying to get rid of my responsibility to make myself feels better*

finally

finally, results out, and I passed! 2 Credit and 2 Pass...
I'm really grateful that this semester went as smooth as I wanted it to be...thank God!

and now i'm counting the days to fly back malaysia, which falls on 9 January.
I want to attend my loved's graduation, and therefore, i fly back late, but i never expect an aunt's visit to adelaide falling on 2 Jan, eventually i couldn't fly back earlier...:P
but anyway, it doesn't really make a big difference, just a week...and i'm happy to have my aunt here, so that she can help me out with my house decoration or anything...:P such a 'bad' niece i am.

and now my holiday is officially on...but i have no idea what to do.
travelling? that would cost me hundreds to thousands of dollars...which i need to save for next year expenses.
shopping? spending too much, i would not have enough money to pay bills then.
working? noone wants me as a part-time worker, not even as a summer casual worker...how pathetic that is.

haiz..all these leed to a word --> "boring"
i wonder what i can do for the rest of my holiday?
i wanna cook a nice and delicious feast for this coming christmas...
i wanna buy a camera..i need one, yes i do need one, i never own one before either.

haiz..holiday! where to go?! i need something to do!