又是一天过去了

时间过得真快~眨眼有一个月了，又快一年了。
真是的。时间干嘛这样不留情啊？呵呵~
我也都21岁了，明年就要毕业了！哈哈！还蛮高兴就快毕业了，另一方也担心工作~不知我会在哪工作赚钱呢？呵呵~申请了几个公司要当intern，却处处碰盯~不知是因为我的成绩不符合他们呢？还是真像他们所说的‘没空缺了，请您下次再apply吧’ haiz~~~haha...但，也好啦，今年summer break 可以去当christmas casual [三倍工钱哦!] ， 还可当part-time，赚点钱回马来西亚‘血拼’ :D

又是一天快要过去了，晚餐时间也快到了，还盲无目标要吃什么，今天也因为早餐吃迟了，结果又胃痛，=P 前天晚餐也吃迟了，结果还被训了一顿，:|


又是一天快要过去了，我也还在电脑前，写blog, essay, 真要趁快把它作完，这样才会开开心心温习，准备应付考试！ 加油！努力！:D

好的，就ｐｏｓｔ到这先吧～赶紧加快速度把那３０００字的ｅｓｓａｙ写完。那就真的大快人心了！　哈哈～

~the day seems to be longer now~

now that daylight savings is on again~ the day seems to be longer, and it is weird because everytime when we have dinner, it seems to be still afternoon, well at least we felt so, and just not evening enough to have dinner ~ haha~
and the night shorter now...every time when i notice the sky is getting darker, the clock is almost 9pm already, amazing how the mother nature works~

Spring is going to end soon, and summer would be coming, i wonder how dreadful or dry or hot or warm or burning this summer would be in Adelaide, since I'm starting to get headache, dizziness and difficulty in breathing now that the weather is getting warmer~ at the same time, i wonder would i survive during the summer~hehe~~~hopefully it wouldn't be that bad~

P/S: anyone has any suggestion what to do to prevent headache, dizziness and breathing difficulty during summer?!

好辛苦

最近，真的越来越觉得无能，无助。有时真的好想放弃学业，可是，我不可以这样。这会是父母的负担，也是我办不到的。
我只想要更多的时间，我只想要时间就停在现在~
刚刚，我又哭了，从昨晚就想哭了，好不容易有“莫”在我身边， 我才没掉下那无畏的眼泪~
可是，我现在还是哭了，真不知道为什么，真的不知怎样是好呢~
我有个3000字的essay要交，take home exam，就在考试的前一个星期，真懊恼!烦！

我真的觉得好无能啊！谁能来开导一下嘞？

helpless is the scariest fear of my life,
stress is the fear of my life;
family is the power point of my life,
love is the strength of my life;
listening to Jay's latest song, the lyrics remind me of how sweet is "home sweet home", how good it is to be back to my family, and how nice it is not to handle my stress alone.
I'm just feeling too helpless at the moment, as the exam approach. It is the fear of my study life. I'm afraid of failure, I'm afraid of people saying I'm not as good as my siblings, cousins, I'm afraid to lose, to lose the one i love most, I'm afraid of what I'm afraid of~it's just circulating around~

I may look happy, but it may be crying inside;
I may smile, but it may be hollow.

What a foolish girl I am~to fear what i fear of~to "listen" to my fears instead of overcome them~
What a foolish girl I am~to not work hard when i know i have to~to "follow" my heart is sometimes what i regretted~
What a foolish girl I am~to be annoyed with people that don't even offend me~to be "idiot" as i can be~

I'm stupid till I could not write a simple answer to a simple essay question~
I'm stupid to see things as simple as I can see~

Am i stupid？
Am i suitable for law?
Am i a good girl/daughter?
Am i a good student?

:'(